Post by Kate Miller on Jan 16, 2008 22:14:16 GMT
Will’s top, tapered and finished. She cast it aside. She’d finished their order. Now she was free to do as she wished. Basically. She’d end up sitting around watching her youngest sister be Marian in a game of ‘Outlaws’ and refuse to kiss the newest boy that played Robin. She’d laugh, Rachel would glare, but continue playing and run off with Mark. Or Much. Whoever it was he was playing. Bless her.
She smiled to herself as she leant back in the chair and watched the green. More people were spilling out of their houses, off to market. Tomorrow was drop off day, so they could eat the remains of their food. Tuesday was a happy day. And the fullest day you could comprehend. She looked over at the stable, soon the Horsemen would be going about their daily business. She just hoped that the outlaws managed to get the guards out in time.
Her thoughts wandered. She saw the grins on his face. His fight with the beefy guard. Him falling to the floor. The doorway, him kissing her on the hand. Her blushing. She felt the hotness creep back onto her cheeks, as she tried to wish it away. But wishing didn’t help. She let out a groan and brought her palm to her forehead hitting away the thoughts of him.
Like wishing, it didn’t help. Her thoughts still wandered to the outlaw in the back room. The man she had flirted with, and him her. The man she had smiled at, and him her. The man she was willing to risk life and limb for. And him her. He had gone to face Jacob to keep his friends safe. He’d ordered her to stay. Pretend she didn’t know him. She hadn’t. She had gone against him like she did her father. She felt guilty for it. Of course she did. But it was that or let him be beaten to a pulp. She couldn’t allow that.
A coy smiled made it’s way to join the redness of her face. She thought of him pulling hr down, her hand on his chest the awkwardness of it all. The righ-
No.
Nothing could happen. As much as it seemed she liked him. He was an outlaw. She couldn’t like him. In any sense of the word. If anybody found out about yesterday she was as good as dead. Anything further with any of the gang and she was done for. She couldn’t be thinking like this. Not about him anyway. Certainly about the Thatcher’s eldest boy. And the Carpenter’s son. But not him.
Even if she wasn’t found out by law. If her father knew. Allan had to be a good three years, maybe more, older than her. As although that had been alright for her lady, it was not for her. She needed somebody younger. Less likely to have… experienced, the world. Much like she was sure Allan had. It certainly seemed that way.
No.
Allan she could not like. Not that she didn’t want to, she did. But she couldn’t. No matter how safe he’d made her feel. She’d just have to convince herself that it was due to him being another presence. A guest in their home and unable to play witness to such things.
No.
Allan she could not let into her life. She could not allow it. Would not allow it. And this time the conditional tense wasn’t going to win. Not wouldn’t. Won’t. Not Couldn’t. Can’t. Not shouldn’t. Shant.
No.
Allan A Dale was off limits. At least. Until he was no longer an outlaw.
Until such times. She heard a shuffling in the back room. She didn’t want to impose herself. Not now. So she stay, sat were she was. In her new found frame of mind. She’d wait for him to come out and leave. She wouldn’t go running to him.
She smiled to herself as she leant back in the chair and watched the green. More people were spilling out of their houses, off to market. Tomorrow was drop off day, so they could eat the remains of their food. Tuesday was a happy day. And the fullest day you could comprehend. She looked over at the stable, soon the Horsemen would be going about their daily business. She just hoped that the outlaws managed to get the guards out in time.
Her thoughts wandered. She saw the grins on his face. His fight with the beefy guard. Him falling to the floor. The doorway, him kissing her on the hand. Her blushing. She felt the hotness creep back onto her cheeks, as she tried to wish it away. But wishing didn’t help. She let out a groan and brought her palm to her forehead hitting away the thoughts of him.
Like wishing, it didn’t help. Her thoughts still wandered to the outlaw in the back room. The man she had flirted with, and him her. The man she had smiled at, and him her. The man she was willing to risk life and limb for. And him her. He had gone to face Jacob to keep his friends safe. He’d ordered her to stay. Pretend she didn’t know him. She hadn’t. She had gone against him like she did her father. She felt guilty for it. Of course she did. But it was that or let him be beaten to a pulp. She couldn’t allow that.
A coy smiled made it’s way to join the redness of her face. She thought of him pulling hr down, her hand on his chest the awkwardness of it all. The righ-
No.
Nothing could happen. As much as it seemed she liked him. He was an outlaw. She couldn’t like him. In any sense of the word. If anybody found out about yesterday she was as good as dead. Anything further with any of the gang and she was done for. She couldn’t be thinking like this. Not about him anyway. Certainly about the Thatcher’s eldest boy. And the Carpenter’s son. But not him.
Even if she wasn’t found out by law. If her father knew. Allan had to be a good three years, maybe more, older than her. As although that had been alright for her lady, it was not for her. She needed somebody younger. Less likely to have… experienced, the world. Much like she was sure Allan had. It certainly seemed that way.
No.
Allan she could not like. Not that she didn’t want to, she did. But she couldn’t. No matter how safe he’d made her feel. She’d just have to convince herself that it was due to him being another presence. A guest in their home and unable to play witness to such things.
No.
Allan she could not let into her life. She could not allow it. Would not allow it. And this time the conditional tense wasn’t going to win. Not wouldn’t. Won’t. Not Couldn’t. Can’t. Not shouldn’t. Shant.
No.
Allan A Dale was off limits. At least. Until he was no longer an outlaw.
Until such times. She heard a shuffling in the back room. She didn’t want to impose herself. Not now. So she stay, sat were she was. In her new found frame of mind. She’d wait for him to come out and leave. She wouldn’t go running to him.